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IMDB rating: 0.00 Plot: A police officer’s partner has died during Hurricane Katrina, but he later discovers that his partner may have been murdered. An investigation follows, taking the officer and his new partner into the depths of the criminal underworld. |
Actors: Kilmer Val,50 Cent,Andriole David,Biehn Michael,Browne Edrick,Byrnes Michael,Cantillo Jose Pablo,Chertkoev Gocha,Cummings Kip,Dainty Jon,Dos Santos Dino,Ferguson Ted,Foppe Zacharias,Granstaff Brett,Action,Drama,Drama,Thriller,
How do i deal with this? It's so hard….I can't take it :(?
My best friend died 4 years ago,And i can never stop thinking about him..EVER.I live in the same town he used to live in 4 years ago,He died in a car accident..He died an hour from where i live,His cross is so beautiful,But when my mom drives me pass it,I cry and look out the window..It hurts so much,I remember he came in our house one time 4-5 years ago. {Can’t remember}..He came in the front door,And we kept looking at eachother. LOL. And he touched the door knob,{We still have the door,I’m sure it’s the same one,It was a long time ago…} Earlier this morning,{I haven’t slept because i’m thinking about him,And it hurts…SO BAD!!!} I held onto the doorknob,And i didn’t want to let go,I still want to go over to it and hold onto it. It’s like i’m holding his hand,Because i’m touching the same doorknob he did..But then i heard this angry,yelling voice in my head saying:"Let go!" "Let go of the doorknob!" This may sound stupid,But i don’t know if that was him yelling,But i doubt it…Not like he would sound. And so i finally let go…I doubt it was god too,He wouldn’t yell at me to let go. Even the first time the voice said it,He was yelling. Unless,He was whispering at first. I heard this male angry voice in my head,And i don’t know what it was. {LOL,I’m not crazy!} I have a rock from his grave,I have 27 pics of him on my ipod,I have his favorite song on my ipod,I go to his myspace sometimes..I want to die so bad,So i can be with him..I talk to him and write him letters,I hope he’s listening….His name was Zach. He died way too early,He was just 18 years old. He wanted a wife and family..And his dreams were all cut short. He said he wanted to die with people he loved…Every time i close my eyes,I see pictures of him,I see his cross,I see his grave,I want to go to his grave SO very bad,But i don’t have my liscense yet…My mother never takes me. I would ask my aunt but she never stays there,She’ll stay for at least 5 seconds…And then leave,And it’s snowing outside,{Well,Not anymore,BUT THERE’S STILL TONS OF SNOW ON THE YARD AND BARELY ANY ON THE STREETS!} How or should i ask my aunt if she can take me for awhile? I want to give her a hint that i don’t just want to drive there,I want to sit there for awhile. I never want to leave the cemetary..I want to sit out there by his grave. I’m crying and shaking and my fingers are freezing,I just want to be with him..I miss the hell out of him,I read his comments on myspace,Just wanting to wirte him one of my own,But his family has him added onto his myspace,And they don’t know me,So i’m afraid to write him a visible comment. I’ve been talking to him,Praying,Writing him letters,And looking at his photos on myspace and my ipod. I asked him numerous times to come to me in a dream..But,He hasn’t YET,Why not? Did i do or say anything wrong? Does he not like me? I’ve had dreams OF him,But he’s never came to me and talked to me. I can’t remember his voice..I don’t know why..But i know i’ll never stop loving,or remembering him. I don’t have the longest list of memories with and or of him..But,I still love him to death like my own brother. He’s my brother in all ways of blood,And i think of him as my own brother,I have a family of all girls..And he’s my best friend for life,My brother for life..My hero for life,If he wasn’t in my life,I literally don’t know what i’d be doing..For one,If he wasn’t in my life AT ALL,If i never knew him,looked him up,or knew him himself..I’d probably be out having sex,{I’m finally 16 years old and luckily a virgin..} Drinking,Partying,Doing everything wrong..But he’s here for me..I think. I don’t know if he’s protecting me..But i…Think he is..
How do i cheer up? Why hasn’t he come to me in a dream? When do you think he will? I’m ready,I’ve been ready and waiting..I’m impatient,But,Sometimes..I can and WILL be patient for him. I’d do anything for him..Literally. No matter what…How do i ask my aunt the right way,If i myself,Alone,{She’ll never let me..} be out in the cemetary,And sit out there? Or at least ask her if me and her can go to the cemetary today? I need to go..I want to go. But i want to be alone,I wished i could take a cell phone with me,And call her when i’m ready for her to come and get me…What do i do? Help me?
Zach is my life,I love him more than anything,Besides God…But,I would die for him,Even though me and his family aren’t the closest..Gosh i miss him. 
quarterhorse | Feb 07, 2010
Jeff Cain